Thoughts...

Well it has been one of those weeks, you know where everything around you is falling apart and your life seems to be finally making sense. All in one week my mother had it out with a neighbor, actually my sister did....and my brother is going through some major stuff. Please pray for him and his soon to be wife...congrats! Can't wait to meet you Amy!!!! I found out a friend is pregnant...oh Lord it still stings. Why can't it be me? All in all though I have nothing to complain about. We are finally getting new living room furniture! Yay! Just have no clue what we are going to get, we are not the best with decorating. Help is on the way though. So thankful for all the lessons I have learned this year, God will have his way with us no matter what. Sometimes it is hard to understand that our lives mean nothing unless we are serving Him. All this time I have been serving God I had not gotten that, and even now, " I have barely pushed the gate which opens to the one true know it all." Without the miscarriage, do not think I would have come to this place of not just acceptance, but acceptance with purpose. All in life happens for a reason, we just might not understand that reason. Anyway gotta get to work...